My Current Feeling

Hell-o guys!! Kemaren emang gue baru posting sih, tapi berhubung gue lagi kesel (?), gue pengen nge-post lirik lagu yang ngegambarin pikiran gue. Here goes, False Pretense and Pen & Paper by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus + Friend or Foe? by t.A.T.u lyrics! False Pretense by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Oh, it's time to let it go The world's got a funny way of turning 'round on you When a friend tries to stab you right in the face Losing faith in everything I thought I hoped I knew Don't sweat it, {it was} set on false pretense Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change And it doesn't seem likely to fade Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change Cu-cu-cu-cuz you know... It's sacrifice False pretense you'll hurt again Stop pretending don't deny it False pretense you'll hurt again All along you know you thought you got the best of me {But} you were wrong and I'm laughing right in your face I cannot believe you claimed you were my family Don't sweat it - it's set on false pretense Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change And it doesn't seem likely to fade Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change Cu-cu-cu-cuz you know... It's sacrifice False pretense you'll hurt again Stop pretending to deny False pretense you'll hurt again Guitar Oh, it's time to let it go I can't seem to understand it how you turned out to be so cold You tried but were caught red handed, are you happy with your role? It's funny to me how you've turned into such a joke... It's sacrifice False pretense you'll hurt again Stop pretending don't deny it False pretense you'll hurt again So play the game until you run out And play the game into my hand Next song: Pen and Paper by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus!! *handclaps* Pen and Paper by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus This whole routine is getting old so am I and so are you My reputation lets me know I can do whatever I want to Though it seems that you believe You can do whatever it is you please Know before, know before you wind up on your knees Don't cry to me no more You like the way that people stare at you Now you look so fake, just thought that you should know And you're all the same, and when the curtain drops down You'll be replaced by something typical You set yourself up to the sold and that's ok cause that's your role Manipulation takes its toll What will you do when nobody wants you Though it seems that you believe You can do whatever it is you please Know before, know before you wind up on your knees Don't cry to me no more You like the way that people stare at you Now you look so fake, just thought that you should know And you're all the same, and when the curtain drops down You'll be replaced by something typical I know, I've stood so long beside you And I know, I should've left you right where I had found you I know, I've stood so long beside you And I know, I should've left you right where I had found you You like the way that people stare at you Now you look so fake, just thought that you should know And you're all the same, and when the curtain drops down You'll be replaced by something typical You like the way that people stare at you Now you look so fake, just thought that you should know And you're all the same, and when the curtain drops down You'll be replaced by something typical Last song: Friend or Foe by t.A.T.u Friend or Foe by t.A.T.u Is it too late Nothing to salvage You look away Clear all the damage The meaning to All words of love Has disappeared We used to love one another Give to each other Lie under covers so, Are you friend or foe Love one another Live for each other So, are you friend or foe Cause I used to know The promises Hollow concessions And innocent show of affection I touch your hand A hologram Are you still there We used to love one another Give to each other Lie under covers so, Are you friend or foe Love one another Live for each other So, are you friend or foe Cause I used to know Is it too late Nothing to salvage You look away Clear all the damage The meaning to All words of love Has disappeared We used to love one another Give to each other Lie under covers so, Are you friend or foe Love one another Live for each other So, are you friend or foe Cause I used to know Semua lagu yang gue taro di posting ini mungkin keliatan banget ya tentang apa. Inti dari 3 lagu ini pokoknya tentang pengkhianatan gitu, walaupun lagu dan kasusnya beda-beda. Tapi seenggaknya gue bisa sedikit lega karena udah nulis posting ini. Btw, kalo tulisannya bold + warna merah kayak gini, tandanya gue nagsih penekanan sama kalimat itu. Maklum aja ya. Soalnya gue kesel setengah mati sama beberapa orang (elah, dua orang aja nulisnya beberapa). Kalo penasaran sama 3 lagu ini, just go Google it, okay? These songs are recommended. Song lyrics © LyricsMania.Com Oke, gak banyak bacot dulu deh. See ya on the next post!!

Happy Fxxk-lentine!

Heeya readers! Huwaa udah 2 minggu ngga ngepost! Apa kabaaar? Betewe, mungkin judul posting ini agak ngga sopan, tapi bodo amatlah. Soalnya gue lagi kesel nih (who cares?) gara-gara satu bocah yang pikirannya sangat nonsense! Daripada gue ngamuk disini, mendingan gue langsung aja ya. Here goes! Walaupun FUCKlentine udah lewat, gue (dengan tampang nodong) berhasil dapet coklat dari Hikacchi. Enak juga kok. Fyi, gue gak bikin coklat buat siapapun, termasuk Ano-Hito. Alasannya kayak biasa, gak modal. Walaupun sekarang gue sering dapet duit lebih, tetep aja kalo ngga boros itu ngga gue banget! *dibantai bonyok* Akari juga ngasi coklat. Trus Al sama Anacchi dapet coklat dari kohai fans mereka. Selamat deh! Second story, jumat kemaren semua anak HMBS speak up dipimpin Ishii dan Mihacchi. Rata-rata anak-anak bilang gue terlalu tertutup karena jarang cerita kalo ada masalah. Gue juga udah tau alasan sikap Falah dan Akari kayak gitu. Gue cuma bisa bilang kalo gue menghargai mereka dan bla bla yang panjang. Pokoknya gue ngerasa lega banget. Sayang Al sama Tama pulang duluan. Third story, gue jadi sering buka facebook. Mungkin karena temen-temen yang CMX 20 belom banyak yang punya twitter. Lagian gue lagi nahan diri buat ngga ngetweet. Soalnya gue mau ngasih hadiah kecil buat Ano-Hito. Kemaren gue iseng ngomenin status Ano-Hito. Akhirnya malah jadi bales-balesan. Kira-kira kayak gini: Status: i miss you Gue: siapa tuuh? Hahaha Dia: adadeeeh :p hehe Gue: gitu ah sekarang main rahasia2an =3= Ceweksialentahdarimana: who? Dia: @ganish: tuh orangnya ikutan comment. haha @ceweksial: kamuu Ceweksial: <3 Dia: <3 hahaa Ceweksial: gitu ya gak sms aku Gue: -___-' gue ganggu ya? Gue langsung kumat. Opera mininya gue close dan maso gue kambuh, gue jedotin pala ke tembok. Monyet lo berdua! Forth story: tadi Kazuma ultah, jadi dia traktir anak-anak HMBS makan mie ayam. Pas Dessy ngajak iMori, katanya dia ngga ikut. Pas sampe di tempat mie ayam, gue iseng buka blog iMori dan gue bener-bener ngga terima dengan apa yang dia tulis di blog itu. Katanya dia keluar dengan alasan kesel sama beberapa orang. Dia juga ngga peduli walaupun gue kecewa dengan cara pikirnya. Loh, bukannya justru karena itu ada speak up? Jadi karena itu dia ngejauhin kita? Pas gue tunjukin blog iMori ke Chii sama Vai, mereka marah banget. Mereka, sama kayak gue, ngga nyangka pikirannya bakal sesempit itu. Gue ngga nyangka bahwa gue akan dapat jawaban yang sekali lagi mengecewakan dan tentunya ngga cuma gue yang kecewa sama cara pikir yang kayak gitu. Well, mungkin itu aja yang mau gue ceritain. Oh iya, doain gue, Al, sama Putri biar kontes di ThinkQuestnya sukses ya! See ya!

What's wrong with us?

Hai readers! Ketemu lagi sama Asukacchi si blogger ngga becus! *Bangga, ditimpuk readers* Ehm, ngga nyangka udah masuk bulan Februari. Makin deket sama Try Out putaran kedua dan yang paling jahat... UAN!! Uoooh, bikin stress aja nih! Mana hasil TO yang kemaren kayak 'begitu' lagi. Hiks... *mojok* Ditambah segudang masalah yang sebenernya bukan urusan gue juga, tapi gue ngga peduli. Gue mau curhat aja ah~ Akhir-akhir ini, Taiki udah ngga main sama gue dan temen-temen lagi. Katanya sih udah ngga nyambung apa gimana gitu karena anak-anak mulai ngomongin hal-hal yang ngga dia pahamin kayak Vocaloid atau tentang Ancient Gods. Hal yang sama dilakuin iMori, one of my 'daughter'. Tapi bukannya main sama orang lain kayak Taiki, tapi mojok. Sahabatku iMori mojok dan udah jarang main sama kita-kita. Alesannya sama kayak Taiki, udah ngga nyambung. Gue, yang menganggap iMori dan Taiki sebagai sahabat gue, jelas aja kecewa sama cara pikir mereka. Karena gue merasa pertemanan itu ngga ada hubungannya sama topik. Asalkan kita udah saling menyayangi (?), apapun hobi lo ngga masalah sama gue. Liat aja gue sama Ishii. Dia ngga ngerti Vocaloid, sementara gue Vocaloid-addict. Tapi gue sama Ishii ngga pernah merasa kehabisan topik atau apa. Menurut gue itu karena gue sama Ishii udah punya suatu ikatan (ciee bahasanya! *plak*) yang gue sebut dengan persahabatan. Dan sekali lagi, topik bukan hal utama dalem persahabatan kita. Gue tetep sayang kalian apapun yang kalian omongin. Eh, kok gue jadi malu ya abis ngomong gini? Sok tua banget sih gue. Hahaha. Udah dulu ya followers. Pulsa goceng buat seminggu nih *gamodal* Dadaaah! See ya in the next post!